Okay I have to admit I did see this coming, I  just kept my eyes closed and thought NAW  I am just being paranoid.Well  should have faced the uneasy feeling I had right from the start. Now I am out of work and at 50 years of age I am wondering what can I possibly do that can generate an income? I am thankful for unemployment at least but it equals about 1/6th my normal income. I have elected to care for my grandchildren at least thru the summer and relish the joy of them, but I need to get serious about SELF EMPLOYMENT.    Yes I have decided I do not want to be on the road working and I also don’t want to answer to the “Insanity” of the corporate structure any longer. I have many FANTASTIC  Ideas but then I always second guess myself. Something that really lights my fire is about to strike me I can feel it. I am equally excited and cautious as I step into this next chapter of my life.